Monday, 11 October 2010

I'm already gone

I'm not here
I'm already gone.
It's the saddest of sights-
I don't know where it is, I'm from.
I didn't need words to walk this land.
All inspirations inspired
From the softest brush of your hand,
On mine.
And if I say I never Loved you.
I'd be lying.
I'm the lonesom wanderer,
They all frown upon.
I'm not here
I'm already gone.

Sunday, 10 October 2010

Rich or Poor
I'll survive without you
So walk out that door

She hurt you
And You hurt Me
That wasn't how
It was supposed to be

A child without a Dad
Is nothing new
But I need to know
What did I ever do to you?

You left and never came back
But it was you who missed out
I'm a man now
All those years
You just can't get them back
Broken

Walk down that Broken Road
See all those Broken places

Look in that Broken mirror
See all those Broken dreams

Do you see that Broken man?
Everything he ever touched-
Broke

Without breaking down
Look at that Broken down man
It's just a broken reflection

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

For now-
My face will continue with these lies.
But if you look close enough.
You'll see pain behind these eyes.

We all want answers.
And time tells all.
But it feels like im forever building up.
Ready for a fall.

Things aren't ever amazing.
At best we'll say 'fine'.
But it doesnt seem fair you took them.
Even if they never were truly mine.

None of this really matters.
Everything is done in vain.
Such a meagre existence.
In a world filled with pain.

18.03.10

Sunday, 3 October 2010

My Heart

My heart doesn't come whole.
It comes in two.
One piece for me.
And the bigger bit for you.

Some say the piece you have is best.
So when you break your piece,
I'll live with it.
And put my piece to the test.

1

All I think I want -
Is you.
But in every breaking day-
I feel my heart break.
I can't even breathe.
I can just about see.

But you'll never know.
Because I'll never tell.
The pain is killing me.
But I'd rather have you like this.
Than not have you at all.

You make me want to scream-
So loud but my lungs burst.
I just wish it counted for something-
That I saw you first.
I so badly want you for me.
But it's evident that you're happy-
Being free.