I never wanted you (more than now)

I can believe you went away.
I just can't believe you didn't take me.
I guess we never were eachothers.
We never were a we.

There is no past.
Now there will be no future.
You didn't get to break my heart.
But the present hurts.

Maybe I'm dillusional.
I was probably using you.
Maybe you were using me.
But you caught me for a moment and now I'll never really be free.

I never wanted this.
I never wanted you.
But now your'e gone I miss you.
For want of nothing, i just long to kiss you.

Bruises on the heart

Bruises that no one can see.
Your heart is black and blue
And it's a fault down to you.
Because you should have never
given your heart to me.

You can ask why.
All you do is cry.
This is your life.
Make it worth while!

They all look at them eyes
and see mischieve and smiles.
I see through them eyes and the smiles
I can see hurt the hurt from my lies.