I never wanted you (more than now)

I can believe you went away.
I just can't believe you didn't take me.
I guess we never were eachothers.
We never were a we.

There is no past.
Now there will be no future.
You didn't get to break my heart.
But the present hurts.

Maybe I'm dillusional.
I was probably using you.
Maybe you were using me.
But you caught me for a moment and now I'll never really be free.

I never wanted this.
I never wanted you.
But now your'e gone I miss you.
For want of nothing, i just long to kiss you.